i'm just going to have to force myself to study
to separate myself from all there was before
and all there is
from my friends and the scars that i get so distracted by
i really want to make it
maybe i'm the only one who sees
but it doesn't matter
i want to beat the demons that nestle inside my mind
i want to harness the opportunities God has presented for me
the chances i've been given
and not those forsaken
"Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice."
wayne dyer