Bullseye


Every breath I take,
The feel of me drowning, seems even more real.

O levels, are less than 180 days away. Just like that, like swiping your palm across a chest of dust - those days are gone. And MYE's - ha - I'm already choked up. I fell sick yesterday, and skipped today's exam because my fever was slight. But I'm back, and my Twitter proves it all hahaha. Do follow - @littty

Rather nervous for my MYE, to be honest. I have to do well, otherwise I'm skewered. I can bade adios to all my dreams. Load my Sten (yay for Tamar reference) and shoot myself. I'm so afraid, I'm trying to run away. But sooner or later it'll catch up with me, wouldn't it? Snag the hem of my school skirt like a raging monster. Haha, okay, gross.

I'm suffering from a stiff neck, from all the lying down of the past two sickly days. "Showering" myself with muscle ointment. Ah, the sweet smell of menthol.

Well, it's English P1 and Chemistry tomorrow. I've got my fingers crossed! I really want to pass this, chemistry especially. Somehow "unprecedented" keeps appearing in my mind.

Alright. Enough bullshitting.

to a place where i should be
litttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttty



has gone to study