the hardest battle to find starts with you

A boy on my mind
He's gone away now

My warm hands have gone cold
My hopes too
I won't even wanna know how it'll be like
If you said okay baby I'm back, don't cry it's all right.

Because you'll never say it, so I don't wanna fabricate scenarios I want to happen, because in the end they all end up breaking my heart

Sigh everytime I think of our "could have beens", it kind of shatters me eh. Cus all I am is jealous.


"What does it take to get you
If I never met you
I wouldn't have ran
Across the country like
I'm out of my mind
What does it take to hold you

When I'm here without you

I don't know where to start
I gotta find you and your heart
Before it falls apart
I stayed up
In the dead of the night
I made plans
If they turn out right
You'll close your eyes and
Think about the times when
Think about it
We fell in love
But didn't try to say it
Knew what it was
The moment that we played it
We all lose sometimes
I can't get her off my mind
Whoa whoa
I'm Finding words to say
But it all goes
Whoa whoa"

Why did you tell me to believe and stay strong, wait for samuel till sec4? Because dude, my mind is holding on

I don't wanna.
You don't read this anymore, anyway.
You've given up, ain't coming back. Don't see why I should either.
But right now, till I move on, I know how I feel.

I don't know what to say anymore sigh.