Pain(t)
Listening to:
Jimmy Eat World - The Middle
The Bravery - Unconditional
Mika - Blame It On The Girl (Y)
Today was a bore; supposed to go study with Lionel but many were either 'not steady' or couldn't make it. :/ Thiha asked me to go but my hair was in a mane and I already ordered food. Fucking sorry Ronnie.
Went to tuition, bored. Finished the MCQ quick, I suck at Section B & C now. I know where I'm weak... fuck Physics. GAH. :// Reached home, bus ride was boring. Listened to lame songs that I usually skipped. Some raked up bad shit that I thought I locked away in my memory. Skipped those, but you know how some things just ring and never die - probably the only things that even pesticide or acid can't take away. Okay maybe amnesia can. I dunno.
Very angry when I got home, shan't waste time elaborating. Did a Kranji mock paper and half of Dunman's before going on a walk with Banana. Apparently she's being chased by an ugly guy; aw. Hahha. Walked to Hume Pk 2, infiltrated the security with some lame drama thing. We were fucking laughing at my "Mummy ah? Yeah mummy I'm coming up now. Yeah hello? Hello? Hello!!" There was some party going on at the BBQ pits over there and one of 'em shouted, "Eh! Chio bu!" Shanna shouted, "Shuddap lah!" And they replied, "Sweetheart! Come to the pool now!!!" Funny. The playground was infested with ants though.
We were loitering wondering how to get the fuck out. I hated that place - it was dark. And it smelt odd. A lot of hills though, brilliant for brisk walking and training your legs. Shanna says we should do it again. Rofl. Going to the Fish Palace one, I forgot what it's called, Shanna said, "Eh, this place looks nice ley. We should come here next time." Then she pointed to the sign. Both of us laughed.
"TRESPASSERS WILL BE PROSECUTED."
Lulzzz. Anyway. I feel fishing fhattttt now. Not feel - I am. Be patient, after EOY's, you know what's beckoning! Fuck if I look like a butch or I can't tahan, I'm not going to care anymore lah. I don't care how people picture me, I'm chubby, I'm dumb, I'm ugly, I'm crazy, so be it. I'm not going to please you and base my life on your judging. I live to make an impact and not to please.
I hope the friction wears off tonight.
Fernando Torres, Fernando Alonso. All Fernandos, I love. Alonso pole position. Torres, I love you in Football Weekly. Giant poster baby! ;) Know that, I, will, forever, love you even in Hangeng is Azn and I luv Azns better. Hahha. Right. Still wrrrrrrrrrrecked. Doesn't matter.