Help me close my eyes

i am fine
just not happy

but i am blessed
and i am thankful


So.
Idk what happens now
But I just wanna stay in a shell in some fairytale-ish Enid Blyton woods, and only come out when it is time for O levels.

Hooked to Boys Like Girls & Those Dancing Days.

Sixteen now.
*~* yay. *~*

Since no one reads this anymore
I must say


I still harbour some ache.