Hello.
Advanced Merry Xmas to all, hopefully I'll be away in Sydney from the 26th to 31st, spending Xmas in the airport I believe. Going to take many, many videos. I will miss Singapore and miss Haziq especially - even though he's been *cough* the source of all the reasons I want to escape.
How's life? Good, except for the past three weekdays (today being Wednesday already) I have been waking up at 7am and travelling to the city waaay too early in the morning. A good startup for the new term right?
Yet, gonna face jetlag when I'll be back. Bright side is, it's free & easy, no parents. ~_~
A week away from all the pain and worry, I'm glad.
Gonna miss Singapore even if for awhile. Hopefully there are cute guys there la hor.
Sexy accents.
Okay, I kind of miss school. Slightly - don't miss the studying part and cramming part. That said, I have yet to study for my chemistry exam - bloody big shit isn't it. Well I'm done with Acids, Bases & Salts + Kinetic Particle Theory plus 2 other topics for the most part - I need to brush up on the chemical calculations and chemical bonding.
My brain refuses to register any thing much more.
Other than that. Emotionally, I've been coping well, trying to substitute sorrow with anger. Haziq, if you're reading this, I'm sorry for all the profanity. I know I have no more place in your heart, but I'm glad sometimes you bother to reply.
Maybe I should have given you time and space, maybe we should not have began. Best friends shouldn't fall in love - they say.
What's done is done, but of course, I still love you and want you back - on the whole.
Undeniably, it'll be different.
We could be happier, yet more cautious, looking for that every speck of perfection.
I miss blogging so much - it releases so much too.
think happy.
think sydney.
much love from the chunky rat,
i might love you just a litty bit.
p/s: i always prayed to God that the girl you always felt sad about, was me.
haha, joke, I know. have fun, love. life's good for you. no scars. i'll bear the pain if it'll make you happy.
a tear trickles down her cheek.