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They say you're your own worst enemy
I say they're deceiving you
Because you kill enemies
You defeat them
I hate enemies
But it's true: I pretty much hate myself.

If you have been dreaming all this while
Trust me
Don't come back to reality
I won't come true,
and it'll never be as comprehensible ever
I've tried, just for a day
And I came back
Different

I want everything
I want this
I want that
I want everything
But I can't have everything
Because not everything wants me

Don't open your mouth if you wish to portray a message
I hate the sound of your voice

They say life is unfair
Then you're unfair to life
Because life did nothing to you
You make your own choices

That feeling when you see a pretty girl
And you're with your boyfriend
And she's probably in a bikini
And you're just feeling flabby
The feeling of running away and cutting off all your flesh

What is perfection

I'm not indecisive
Neither am I too rash
I'm just worried of outcomes
or I really can't be bothered

I talk shit all the time
And you don't like it
But if you hear my heart beat
It beats all the time too
And it keeps me alive
So am I supposed to care about you

I'm not good at what I do
I won't be good at what I wanna do
But you're not very good at discouraging me either

They say you dream too much
Fuck them
They care too much

Work harder
Get a good husband
Die happy

If life has a path to success and books are the steps
Then I'm going taking the long way through the rapid rivers

Smoking might kill you
But with every puff you feel a little more alive inside

I'm in love with sleeping
I'm sleeping in love

I think of you before I sleep
When I sleep
After I sleep
When I stop sleeping

I love you
That was not a lie.

Some people have low contrasts on their photos
Some people have high contrasts.
And some people are dark skinned.
And some are white.
Isn't everyone supposed to be who they are. 
Why don't I critique you on being an idiot

If you read this
Whole pile of dung cock
I salute you
You just gained +23 nonexistent useless points.

I wish you happy times.