Unsure about everything
While reality remains only a stinging, painfully clear picture
Too afraid to dream
Too many lies to believe
Truly blows my mind.
Going on a hunt for four leaf clovers, to wake up to that smile each sunrise.
Whenever I'm not by your side, I get home sick.
A little pathetic, with a dash of ooey gooey so romantic.
Fuck MYE, finally it's over.
Someone tackled my pittys (armpits) during handball, but all was worth because at least we won 2nd placing in the Inter-class games. Rough and tough, but hey as a team we all pulled through. Class has a little drama, but there's not bonds without gaps.
Camp on Wednesday, going to clear my room up (hopefully) quick enough. Haven't begun packing, or emailed the list to whit. Omg, omg. OMG.
Things have settled down (in calm waters there still are ripples) at home, but nothing is forever. Haziq is off to m'sia, walked to panjang with him today. Seemed like 5 minutes to be honest. Met Shanna, laughed at Coke jokes and cold jokes.
This week has been pretty chill except for the occasional rough-ups. A'fat is almost a free-roamer now and I'm sleeping with Mehmeh again. Muay Thai probably going to begin next week. I hope I pass my biology, fuck lol.
I'm such a sucky student.
Like always.
My blog content is deteriorating in the intellect department but I'm too tired to be emotional about shit now. What's more is that I need to wake up early tomorrow to clean up my room. Uh. Ziq's going to be back from m'sia with my gum (fingers crossed) and I'm getting better in shooting. But I'm fucktired now, and my shoulders are fucked-up aching.
Sorry for cussing.
Lol. Uh. What else? Bah more tomorrow or something. But ziq's not going to camp, so.
No difference anyway ykno