I am not mad, I will not admit that I am not okay.
At what point in time, will my heart see the truth and learn? My mind is set - I feel it.
My body submits to the exhaustion and nights that I have stayed up.
I really hope I pass my A Math test tomorrow. I invested so many hours. Chemistry is tomorrow too, with experimental techniques & kpt tested.
I feel so, useless. Nonetheless, gonna' pick myself up. Like I tried many times before.
"Maybe you're right, or maybe you're wrong. Or maybe I tried."
I'm not okay - I lied.