bygones


Finally! I found a reliable website to replace my Cosmic backgrounds, despite being into Cosmos when I was still in *cough* love. Well, reignited love in photography. Thought I lost all hope in my Canon. However my heart is still fully dedicated to: Saving money & Getting my A's. Ate Noodle House with Mummy before going for tuition. Takashimaya after which, went to Kinokuniya's to get the above books. OH THANK THE WORLD, THANK GOD, THAT I FOUND MR POPPER'S PENGUINS. The shipping on the Internet would cost me a bomb but I was so lucky! I was reading the blurb of Octavian Nothing when the wrapping of Mr Popper's Penguins shimmered and caught my eye.

Even words can not express my joy and exhilaration and today's treasure find! Today I am happy, and I am grateful. Shall tuck in early, feeling a sore throat coming on. The entire house has been overrun by this irritant of dry throats recently and the pain only elevates. Shall consume more 2H₂ + O₂ = 2H₂O!

And yes, this week's Chemistry test on Experimental Techniques and Particulate Theory of Matter was rather... unexpectedly difficult.  However I was butt-close to getting the last question right but there was insufficient time. GAH. Blame myself for not mugging hard enough the previous night of the test. However, my Additional Maths test went rather... fluently if I could afford to say.

Rather skeptical about my Chemical Equations test... I have yet to take my Nutrients test too! Jeez. I had better look for Ms Low this coming week... before I get a reprimand about being 'unreliable' and a 'hogger' (because 3/7 has yet to get their papers back too) Urgh, better chiong and get my test done, I don't care. I'm on the edge of my seat on the test's difficulty... but fuck it. I'm taking it on Monday.

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True pain on the skin makes you wail and scream. However when you feel pain beneath the flesh, you let out a silent cry. Your heart cringes, you are confused. You don't know how to pick yourself up because you don't know how you fell, and wished you never fell in the first place. You could've fallen in a tangle of thorns, on a cotton cloud, on rough concrete... but the pain is foreign each time. Unidentifiable. Well that's my interpretations, my own thoughts.

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Fact is, I didn't go for X-Country was not because I was afraid that I would not get a medal. But because I didn't want to see one person, and I listened to my heart. And listening to my heart on Friday made my Saturday fruitful.
However One Person is not fully avoidable, thus I'll only smile when I see One Person. One Person is a boy, of what age I will leave you to think. Of what name I will still leave you to guess. For now I'll load Simpsons and watch episodes. Bye.

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I don't want to fall in love with anybody right now, especially you...