You let me down, did you know that? I wanted to give you another chance. I lied. I did cry when we parted, I cried inside. I was sick and tired of bawling my tears. I was so stupid to believe you and my friends were constantly coaxing me to break up with you. How would you feel if one day all your friends turned against you because they denied the person you loved? But I didn't listen. I risked it all. Thank God they didn't leave me but stayed closer when I saw you with her. Did you know? I ask my pals who are in the same class with you. How is he? Oh, he's always talking and flirting with her.
I have brothers, not dudes that I throw my body on. I like to laugh, I like to smile. I risked a month of sadness just to love you. How stupid can I get, to love someone I hardly even know? And now you're moving on, and somehow it just seems like it's all my fault. Everywhere I go, I think of us, how I could have changed everything from day one to the last message I sent you.

But hey, it's probably never going to be the same. I'm really tired.
Sick and tired of crying. Fuck lovesick, fuck bawling over breaking hearts. It's not easy forgetting a memory and love I could have changed.
You try. Ugh.