Hate that I love you so.
We broke up. It wasn't teary, it wasn't full of rage. Probably just an uncontrolled pour of disappointment. Now every one I see, resembles him. I was angry that I was cheated of, but I couldn't bear to part. I read it again and again.
Oh how the heart aches from inducing it's own hurt, finding it's own smiles.
Some things, probably were never meant to be. But, bye.
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Awesome day - had a lot of undone assignments. Remained weary but TGIF. :) No CCA, went to Lot One with Allson. Saw you. Listened to the one song I loved when I was with you. Finally shed a tear on the bus.
I'm tired. Really, really tired. But you're not there anymore.
I never knew that you were.
I loved you. Goodbye.