Ok maybe I'm one of those assholes to keep denying facts (despite how positive they are) and annoy the shit out of you.
The only thing is that, I do admit that I am strange. Why am I strange?
But really.
Aw man.
Leaving you will not feel good, but my conscience tells me to do it, and I always have told myself to follow my heart. My mind is holding me back because I know I will be lonely once again - even though I have my girls to fall back on. If only I could snap my fingers and have everything revert back to normal. If I could CTRL+Z my entire life.
If only.
I miss writing short stories.
And who ever did say feeling alone was a bad feeling?