I tried to open my eyes.

Welcome back to SG, Haziq! 

Our conversation was the only one I saved. I thought you were lying but even if you were I seem like a complete bitch right now. I was long over you but you had to come back. I won't blame it on you. I shouldn't have told her. I shouldn't even have trusted her. But you are a man slut. There is no denying or doubt I have. Maybe a slight tinge of guilt and regret. 
Because I knew you had a softer side.
What really hurts was that you never gave me a chance to understand or explain. 
I don't want to say that you're like other guys. Because I believe that you're not. 

It's going to hurt everytime I wake up and see myself stuck in a hole I voluntarily fell in.
XXX