teased hair

Haha. Hey hey hey. :)

 And 2:57PM says: Nothing much for now. I can't go running for womanly reasons and because my flu is back for more more more. Life's boring. All I'm eating is rice and soup right now. Listening to a shitload of Bryce Avary. Oh and for the record, I drink tea. Lipton. With lemon. Haha. 
 Okay I'm off to go create a new business Sim. fuckyeahmoney

 9:34PM: I just set my hands on some news. My heart felt a pang of pain. I had five best friends. Until they slowly faded apart. The first one that went. We almost spent every minute of our lives together. Lunches. Laughed. Gossiped. Shopped. We were happy. We made up stupid shit together. Until I don't know how,  or when. We broke. Everyone asked. When I was down, she was there. When she was bawling her eyes out, I tried to comfort her. But we both changed. We both did. I did, she did. We both fell in love, and fell out separate ways. Sometimes, I still feel guilty for not being there for her. When her stomach called pain. Sometimes I still spend my nights crying. What am I doing? A dumb game of ping pong jealousy. What happened. I don't know. 
Probably all I get from this post is a smirk from her. I don't know. That's all. I lost a best friend. Period.

Tonight. I'm sick of drama and I'm curling up into a ball listening to Mockingbird.
Bye.
& ; If you ask me then yeah I guess I'm happy.