kaleidoscope







lazy 2 type
maybe next time

prom 2012







our perfect conclusion.
love you, chua chu kang class of 2012 ;)

dark blue





i feel like a fucking failure

after midnight, blink182

poop >

alas

the end of o levels draw nearer
funny how in january i wanted them to end, now i wish i could begin all over again.
but time waits for no man

i want to go to peru on a globalaware's volunteer vacation
i want a grey guinea pig
guinea pig. peru.
one would know

signing up for red cross' youth camp on 7dec-9dec.
hoping to find a job in the meantime

just to distract myself.
oh pjc, please don't be far away.

australia soon - looking forward to the xmas season

idk anymore
i'm just glad that spot is empty
no more pain or frustration to bother
just a void

torn

goodbye, fourseven.

one of my besties that tolerate my crap.


kudos for patience

looking daft

hi

my new enjoi board with deathwish wheels

it was a year.



9 days
blah dee blah blah
blah

and blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

you.are.fucking.heartless.and.I.don't.care.how.you.really.feel.already.

19. + 5.
Cuttity cut cut

There was dripping blood.
Drippity drip drip.

I miss that feeling, like your skin is getting seared on a skillet.
Twelve days away from O's. you relish this don't you
Fucking don't you

Me in pain

Oh well

I'm selfish and mad to you. I might as well portray myself as that. :)

So after 8 years my dad is ringing at my pone, and I am not ready to talk to him
Alas there is no running away. he's already 56.

Olvls. 12 days away.

I'm about to retreat to insanity

hi

stressed

Am I crazy for lying, how much you meant to me

this part was extremely stupid - 
but these weren't deep as... well these were in february.
OK STUPID
NEXT PHOTO
STUPID

hahaha young & stupid.
stupid - that's liting

lovely, in 2011, waiting for bed.

she's beautiful, right
and the watermark is: judicious.tumblr.com

this photo is kind of blurry but
point is
i always left my bedroom for the toilet
and would come back
anticipating your good morning 

my lovely mother over the years.
hair like my sister's when she was young haha!

Wishes? No, I pray.

There you go,
a series of memories from 2011 as I cleared up my hard drive.
Ached a little as I dragged each memory from folder to trash,
folder to trash.
I admit, I did shed a tear.
And yeah, right click> empty trash.
Gone forever.

Like you.

bullshit
like you care ah